I already wrote about the second half of day four back
here.
We spent the morning walking around Auschwitz, which is made up of two separate camps located a few kilometers apart: Auschwitz I and Auschwitz II-Birkenau. It was nice arriving right as they opened because there were hardly any people there yet and we could enjoy it at our own pace without the distraction of tour groups.
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| Entrance sign "Arbeit Macht Frei" - Work Makes you Free. Ironic. |
I'm not sure how to describe our visit to Auschwitz. It wasn't the first camp we've seen--both Dachau and
Flossenburg are within a few hours of our house--but it was filled with so much more sadness. Other words that come to mind are haunting. Horrifying. Depressing. Real. Hopeless. I wouldn't recommend anyone visit here with kids because blatant reminders of death are everywhere. It wasn't a work camp; it was a death camp. The only way out was through the chimneys.
All of the buildings at Auschwitz I are still standing, so it's not hard to envision life there 75 years ago. The rows of barracks have been turned into museums highlighting different aspects of the Holocaust and life within Auschwitz.
Lining the hallways of these buildings are photographs of prisoners in the camp. For the first few years of the war individual photos were taken. When that became too time-consuming, they just started tattooing numbers on prisoners who were deemed fit to work so their bodies would be more easily identified later on. (The rest weren't even registered before being taken to the gas chambers.) I didn't previously realize this was the only camp to use tattoos.
Rooms were filled with the personal items of prisoners, making the faces on the wall into real people who used these actual things: suitcases, since they were advised to pack well for their trip; pots and pans; shaving equipment; combs; eye glasses; crutches and prosthetics. These belongings didn't just fill tables, they filled multiple rooms, wall to wall.
Another disturbing building showed where the torture took place, like small cells where prisoners had to stand for days in darkness. It was located right next to the firing squad for easy access.
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| (L) Roll Call area. There was a tower for the guard in case of rain. |
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| Barbed wire fences and guard towers surround the camp. |
There is a gas chamber at the main camp that you can walk through. Jews were assigned to work in the chambers moving bodies over to the crematorium. Many people committed suicide because seeing familiar faces was more than they could take. Who could blame them.
When the ovens couldn't keep up with demand, more crematoriums were built at Auschwitz II-Birkenau. In three years, about a million people were killed there.
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| Entrance at Birkenau. |
Train tracks run right through the main gate and to the dividing platform. As people got off the train, they were sent left or right, not even knowing what was coming. After just seeing the atrocities at the main camp, Hyrum and I both kept thinking it would have been better to ignorantly go straight to the gas chambers than face the starvation, disease, and punishment endured by those whose death was postponed.
Only a few of the barracks have been reconstructed. The first living quarters in the camp were brick; later as they were expanding they put up wooden stable-type barracks because they could be built at a low cost. Each building was intended to hold 52 horses, yet was given a capacity of 400 prisoners.
Before the camp was liberated, the gas chambers and crematoriums at the end of the train tracks were destroyed. A memorial stands between all the rubble.
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| Looking back to the main gate. |
Needless to say, it was a depressing morning that gave us a lot to think about. It's hard to imagine such atrocities taking place. So many people playing a role in the murder of over a million people in one place. Did the guards at these camps just stop having feelings? No conscience? I wonder how the few prisoners who were liberated at Auschwitz moved on with life. How do you interact normally with humanity once you've seen its awful potential? How do you build loving relationships when everyone you've ever loved is gone? Is life all darkness or can they regain any hope?
Anne Frank's father was a survivor of Auschwitz. I don't know much about him, except he settled in Switzerland and married another survivor of Auschwitz. I was thinking about that while we walked around; there must have been comfort in mutual understanding, because so few can actually understand.
I don't want to go back, or probably visit any more concentration camps, but I'm glad we saw it. It's good to remember.